it's morning of the festive season that everyone has waiting for,and yes i'm not asleep yet. no one will be sleeping at this kind of time,i'm mean who will sleep at this time when every house is busy preparing all the dishes,giving the house a last touch up and take a ride down to geylang for the last time, which i'm pretty fustrated rightnow because of that. firstly, i have a lot of things to buy, i have yet to get my brooch for my tradisional clothes,i dont have a bag and whatsmore a pair of high heels to go with it. this year hari raya is really a cock up. to make me feel worse is that whenever i want to go out like earlier afternoon yesterday, my parents keep nagging at me to stay at home and help out. its like as though i never help out in the house all these while, never feel appreciated around the house. and just a moment ago my brother came back home,and there he off to geylang for sure using the car, and i was so fucking fed up,i repeat i'm so fucking fed up when my parents just let him just like that. he's the one should get all the naggings not me. only back home for a few times in a month and never help out around the house, but he is always given such nice treatment.
anyway on the happy note- like i said i went earlier afternoon yesterday. it took me quite a time to find reasons just tto see babylove for the last time before i'm off to chiang mai. it was my best moments of all with babylove. we went to marina square to find his shoes and shirts for hari raya, but nothing attrated him. so i decided to take a trip down to bugis,as there is more choices over there. but one funny thing happened at the marina square carpark, he actually forgot where and which level he park his bike (hehe,sorry babylove,). itwas such a funny incident that i could get it off my mind cause thats whats happened too when we met for the first at the very same place also. anyway at bugis street,i discovered something about babylove, he is one fussy guy. or i should say a very fussy guy ,worse than me or any ladies out there. it took us rounds and rounds at bugis street but then he decided to find his shirt at cotton on same goes for his shoes. and it took him so long to decide which shirt i snicer and the shoes too.
him being so fussy,the shirt length is long,the shirt is big eventhough it is s size, one a bigger size shoe - don;t how bug does he wants he shoes to be etc etc. and up i became the fashion doctor for the day for babylove and he didnt just made himself having a great headache to choose all the clothes and shoes but he made me have a great big headache too. - shopping habis eh babylove. with all the laughter and smiles we had, along the way,there a few moments when he start to kept quiet and his eyes filled with tears. i asked him a lot time and he was really down that i'm left with few days before i'm off for two weeks to chiang mai. once he send me back at my block, his eyes start to filled with tears again and it was hard for him to let me go.
and not to forget i want to wish all my friends,family members and all muslims selamat hari raya, mohom maaf zahir dan batin,jika ada salah dan silap ataupun terkasar bahasa harap dapat di maafkan,dan siape-siape yang pernah belanje makan adan minum harap dihalalkan. dan moga semue bahagia di samping orang-orang yang disayangi. harap yang dekat luar sane doa kan saye di sini selamat pergi dan balik.
