
To muneerah,
syg, happy birthday!!!!
may you have a fantastic and sexy birthday.
may you last with him and a blissful relationship.
may our friendship last too and i damn missing you
so much darling, hope to meet you soon, muacks!
love you!
hush hush
am running out of words to say, running out of threads and needles to sew up this broken heart. i dont know why i am the one feeling hurt in the inside when i mad at you over your stupidity instead you laugh it out as though it was nothing to you. i wonder why i should be mad at you over things that dosen't seems important to you and you do anything you like as though you own the whole world. the earth wont stop moving just because you wont get that butt of yours off your chair.
all you do is just say it out what you want and those words seems very light on your mouth but you're not doing it. here i am taking so much effort to give you concern and care, try to be in your shoes, when you start your fucking attitude and hoping what i say will get into your head but end up when we have arguments you said im controlling you. i cant deny that im controlling you but i only control you on studies and those stupidity of yours but in other espects of your life, i let you do what you want.
you know?, since you think im controlling you, maybe i should just stop being concern and give care for you but will it make any different? no!, cause when im being concern you still complain and when im not being concern you still complain. you always put me in a spot.