I'm like stuck in a maze, trying to find the way out, to this mixed emotions i have.
It feels different now,totally,as if the situation now i am in changes as days pass. or is it just me who is still in a state of confuse. when my the decision i made keep changing over time, and making have doubts. this mixed emotions i have really kills me inside, i really wish to get out from the maze. but the further i walk, the more turns i take, it get me to no where and im still stuck here, screaming at my throat asking for help.
sidetrack: i burnt midnight oil last night just too finish up my osa powerpoint project as the dateline is today, ok blame i have to blame myself for being a ms last minute cant help it i need to enjoy my holidays and burnt the whole three weeks with fun as aftr this i dont think i have time for fun. my o level examinations is drawing near, and i have to say this again , I HAVE YET START MUGGING FOR MY ENGLISH AND MATH. gosh!, im really way behind time. on the brighter side, all the ca papers that i took i received a grade A for all the papers. i was of course over the moon especially for my crn paper, which i didnt studied at all and took a last minute short revision at school before it starts, Alhamdullilah. i really hope i could go smooth sailing for this whole term and take another step to higher nitec. anyway, i was kinda feel like ms invisible like the character in the incredible cartoon movie.i dont know why, but thats how i feel he treat me today. anyway, both the twins, nick giler and my dearest lazy bum bum was really like small kids earlier evening todae while walking to the mrt station. especially nick giler who soon will be legally 18 in 3 days time, well nothing wrong being immature at times and no one of course can run awat from that but they are really realy really more childish than the kids. that always make me laugh my heart out eventhough at times can be quite irritating. thats all yaw, maybe going to laland early today.
