trying hard not to hearbut they talk so loudtheir piercing sounds fill my earstry to fill me with doubtyet i know that their goalis to keep me from fallingjust for a moment stop asking me lists of questions that fill me with doubt and curiosity that make mind goes on a trip. cause every morning i wake up i want it to be a new day, where there are new adventures that i about to discover, new events that create a mark on my life. i don't want waking up every morning knowing that it is just another day, that is the same as yesterday and the day before and the day before and so on,which i have to go through all those dull moments that made colours of my life fade away unknowingly. side-track: it have a been a hell of a week especially when i had swimming lesson on friday that will be on for a few weeks down the road which had made me having muscles ache and cramps and made a more ms sleepiness and lazy bum bum in me. will be having crn progress test tomorrow and i have yet even touch the book or even flip a single page to get all those thousands of words in my head and store them in the brain till the very next day before i get delete them away for a while. so after class today meet with my parents, bought some grocerries and then took a short trip to changi village as my dad was craving nasi briyani there, as usual i will mostly eat nasi lemak there. then proceed to ikea bought some stuffs and pur last destination was geylang serai, so went to the new building for the wet markets etc. it was alright though to me it looks like im in terengganu/kelantan, it look exactly the same as the shopping market there. then i start to get cranky as i badly wanted to go home have a rest and start on my last minute revision for test tomorrow which i still have yet start on it, hehe,damn!