well,today went out with wan but something crop up along the way,instead of him coming here to the east,i had to take a long ride to the west. i was definitely mad alright with him for making me travel from east to west. my mood gone from bad to worse as soon as i reach there evn before and after knowing the purpose i'm there yet at that moment i was really at loss as i wasnt paying much attention to what he was saying as i was giving all the attention to my ownself as i was in no mood to talk or anything. but feeling guilty starts to surrounds seeing him,his friend's family & gf,walking with a heavy heart. as i saw his tears drop onto the ground,it put me to think and put myself in the shoes of my love ones who sent off my dearest cousin that wont be back for long until he finishes his sentence. as i see him hug wan and then his gf with tears & him saying sorry to me for messing up the plan of going out with wan, did made my tears fall. but i tried to hold back my tears. till the very moment i still feel guilty for being mad at wan about all these,when i should understand the situation they were in. after which took a long ride back,stop at bugis. while i was in the mrt,with wan feeling down,i really have nothing to say,dont know what i must say to make him feel better.
to wan: i'm sorry for being mad at u,i should try to understand instead of just listen to my emotions.to your friend & abg ali: may Allah bless both you...take care...
