its been 2 weeks of hectic days,with the whole week packed with classes,cca & private olevel classes. no break for me not even a day out of the 7 days. 5 days of ite which friday is the only day school ended early,the rest of the day classes ended late. then saturday is also packed with cca in morning start at 9:45am till 1pm then straight to bedok for my private class o level at 2:30pm till 4:30pm. gosh!!!! I NEED A BREAK!!!!! anyway last friday, had telematch at school, i supposse to attend the cheer practice on wednesday as i was involve with it but since class ended late so i skip. so had to reached school on friday very early but i came late and it dosent really bothers me and excite me. as at first it seems so boring not until the telematch starts,thats when the feel of excitement starts to surround the whole environment in the indoor sports hall. those who were involve in cheer also had to be involved in the telematch. so i decided not to get involve in any of the games,dont bother,i'm just waiting excitedly for the cheer competion. it was really fun,meeting new peeps from different courses that still under business school especially the guys from the sport managment, it was fun having them around. so after all the games and cheer competion had ended we thought we gonna lose as we didnt do well for the first two games except for the 3rd game. but in the end unexpectedly SCHOOL OF BUSINESS WON!!! CHAMPION AGAIN!!!!!! WOHOOO!!!!!!.
thats the fun part,but the hurting part i'm kinda under pressure not just about studies but my personal life. its been weighing on my mind since the past few days. i dont know but somehow i'm used to pretend that i'm ok and i'm always fine not until that evening that i bursts into tears. i hate to be in such situation too many times i had to go through all that in end everything seem worthless as i'm holding on to something that yet to be mine and may not be mine at all. what should i do? should i just walk away?
