it have been sometime since i last update my blog as there were so many things keep getting in my way, eitehr to bussy or my computer broke down suddenly, which i just git it fixed,thanks to my dear uncle. anyway currently just started my part time work, at mercu kindergarten, working as an assistant teacher. have been working there abt 1 weel plus now since the start of school reopen. i enjoy working there eventhough the kids keep making me used up all my energy and strength everyday,but they do make my day. missing the kids right now as i overslept this morning so didnt go to work.
well yesterday, the moemnt of truth that every single of olevel student are waiting for, which includes me. i tried to be positive the whole day till the moment i received my results. it was a really heart breaking moments for me when i received a red colour letter with the word 'ite' at the left hand corner, by then, i was not bothered already of how points i had scored fro my olevel. thanks to my babe, muneerah, my friend, ardilla & my malay teachers fro trying to comfort me, nevertheless i won't forget my dear boyfreind who accompanioed me to my school, waiting anxiously for the results too, i treid to pull myself together right now, as i know i let my parents down with the result i achieved. no ther choice but i will continue to ite and maybe i will retake olevel too,but not all of the subjects.
to girlfriends:
firstly, thanx for the post you put up at your blog, i can really sense the closeness you have between you and abg ali but what ever i said to you, it was all in a way a form of questions from me to you that i need you to pass it to abg ali or faz. as it may seems to you that i'm pointing finger at thme,but no. & if you think that me & boi will be very happy seeing whatever gonna happen to abg ali later, sorry,think again, for me,i'm not even close to him,i dont even know that a guy by the name of ali who is my cousin actually exist in this world, so whatever happened to him, i will not get affected expect for you,girfriends. but for my guy, its up to him as a long the way maybe even before & after i know boi, i don't know what had happened between them, so he may react or not in a certain way. about kak ina & abg ali who told my parents, it was not from my mouth, & i didn't said that for fun or for the sake of saying it to hurt them which in a way hurting you too. my mom who told me that when we had an arguments, so how?????. secondly, i never thought or even said that i rather lose my friends & girfriends just for the sake of my guy, cause both are equally important to me. if you talking about friends, i tell you right now,i only have one friend that is my babe.muneerah,just a single soul,for godness sake.
you say i chose the wrong one? before you know that abg ali & faz knew him,same goes with me, do you even know anything,no right?! since you people said that i chose the wrong one, then talk to me face to face tell why is it wrong for godness sake. & about that guy bob, i wouldnt even said about this freaking guy got to do with abg ali etc,if he had not said "st 11" & "ali,faz& my idiotically brother" I'M NOT ON ANYONE SIDE,NOT ON YOUR SIDE, AND NOT ON MY GUY SIDE,TILL YOUR SIDE COME TO ME,TELL ME WHY IS IT WRONG ETC. forgive???? i dont even know he sent me comments & you putting that post.
