I didn’t mean it when I said I didn’t love you so I should have held on tight I never should have let you go I didn’t know nothing, I was stupid, I was foolish I was lying to myself
well,its Monday again, really tiring day as usual but not as usual as today. why? i'm really have a wonderful monday no monday blues today,but colourful monday??? ok,dosent sound right, anyway my dear boyfriend brought a smile on my face early morning as i make my way to the bus stop with a 14pages of messages. so sweet of you!!!, so i did replied his messages with just 1page of message when unexpectedly,he called me. here comes the most sweetest part to start of the day, the whole time when i board the bus, he made me laugh through out the journey. it was reallya good start of the day and week and end it with the sweetness too,he called me when i had just finished my lessons, pestering me to go home and not wonder around well of course he knows i just cant keep still and loves to go home late which is not late for teenage like us am i right? 7pm or 630pm,is still early for me.
people would wonder why i did meet up with my dear boyfriend as it have been my daily routine from monday to friday non stop,after school. because of certain reasons and something happened like i said in my previous post,its hard for us to meet each other right now, especially his house area. and again i'll talk about the reasons some other time as promise when i'm ready, definitely i need to let out all the things that have been bothering me since last june vacation. but i just dont know how to let it out,anyway back to what i'm saying. so basically, we will not meet up every single day like we used to when most of the time not just spending my whole time with him but with his family members too,thats what make it special to me and how i really envy the bonding he have with his family and how they communicate are just like friends. ok,i mean like bestfriends ,really close.
so we did make a day which is only every friday we would meet up,exceptional for tomorrow,yeah!! gonna meet you tomorrow,anyway well like his mom used to say, we cant be apart for so long and we cant even stop messaging each other just for 1 minute and even if one of us didnt reply within a minute or the longest 5 minute we will just starts to get worried. enough of all that, well received coursework part B question just now for f&n, i was like really in no more mood to do coursework you see, tired of coursework but i had too in order to gain at least A2 for my f&n, cause i really do want to get into poly either food & nutrition diploma or business which very likely if i able to go poly i would not get the business course.
