Wednesday,13 February 08so today i was ok for the first half the day but another half of the day i was like damn fucking weak and i started to turned pale. so i actually vomited and having this stomach pain,also i did start to feel giddy. so i asked for a leave and called my mom to pick me up. by the time i reached home, i straight a way throw myself in bed, i couldnt take it anymore,its like everything around me starts to spin around non stop. so around 3pm+,my mom and i went to the nearest clinic,so both us were sick and all the medicine costs us $40+. so the whole day i actually stayed in my room doing nothing but just sleep. yet i was kinda down when everyone busy with preparing valentine gifts and waiting for tomorrow to come.....
Thursday,14 February 08i'm on mc today so i celebrate valentine day with my lovely pillows, my baby (handphone), that kept ringing as people asking me out for valentine but i had to turned all of them down,cause i was sick,damn sick. well, i was sick yet i used all the time i had to do A BIG SPRING CLEANING for my room. (still sick)
Friday,15 February 08so came to school today as i was on mc for a day only. so the whole day was ok except that the math remedial spoiled it all. anyway after that i met with my lovely lil prince and lil princess, miss them so much. (still sick)
Saturday,16 February 08STILL SICK,NOW WITH FLU TOO!!!! ARGHHH!!!!
Sunday,17 February 08YOU'VE DECIDED!!!!!!!!!!!!! serious???? i'm still shocked with the answer you gave me, my dear...
STILL SICK!!!!!!!!!!
Monday,18 February 08STILL DAMN SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tell me the truth what had happened..
tell me whats on your mind...
tell me what are you feeling right now...
tell me what you really want..
Confession Of The Day:
baby,baby when you're looking deep in my eyesi know you're seeing past my make upinto the little girl that used to hide out and crywhen her parents foughttrying to be strongyou can see the hurt in methe cover ups so secretlyand all that i aspire to beyou see, you seeyou know who i really amno entourage or caravanand do you even give me a damnall about that,tell meWould you love me if i didnt work outor i didnt change my natural hairi could be the one you could grow older with,babyi'll give you all that i gotif you're sad about what happened do tell me, i can feel and hear you screaming for help. i dont really know what happened exactly and i do wish to know, i didnt expected things to be this way,i was expected i'll be the one who had to take my leave and i had made my stand without knowing that everything is different right now. i just want to know what and who do you really want,is of no use if i'm not the one should be by your side or having that place in your heart. yet if this is what you want,it is my turn right now to be making the decision cause i'm torn into two.
people said dont turned back to someone who dont appreciate you before,forgive and forget about them,but i guess i'm to kind to you. yet i stiall have that revengeful feeling towards you, who dont wants it? every girl would want a revenge over all the bad things that happened because of a person but now i'm in a state of confusion,everything happened so sudden.
hearing your voice make me smile and make my day feel so right.
receiving those messages from you even if it just short,it mean a lot to me.
but things dont seems to be in a right place...
p.s: i hope we can meet up at sit down for a chat....
