i'm having a bad day today since the day i've been caught with cigarette by my parents and they thought i just started playing around with it yet it was since last year,but only a month i smoke and because of N level i quit for quite sometimes and just recently i started to pick up the habit again as i was stress up with my life. why bad day? i know my parents gave a phone call to mrs azian,as during her lessons she satrts her speech talking about we children or some who are not in good terms with our parents,talking about mixing around with bad companies etc. i know she wouldnt had said all that if not because of the phone call she received. adn fucking hell!!! i'm not an idiot cause my parents love doing all that,and by not mentioning any names or hinting anyone,they think i stupid. the whole period of physics i was really in a bad mood i'm sure mrs azian notice that since she kept asking me question about the topic we went through just now and when everybody laugh with all the jokes i'm the only one not laughing suit with the whole class. say i'm childish or immature,i dont need and i hate problems at school my parents bring it to school,fuck hell!!!
and tomorrow i have tuition!!!! Fuck hell!!! i know nothing and when i was sitting at the living room just now my mom said she and my dad had register with asking me at the mercu tuition centre,HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!. like hello!!!,i'm the one studying not you please consult me first or i'm gonna make your money go to waste. ok whatever,i'm like having bad day every single day.
Confession of the day:
wish we could switch up the roles
and i could be that
tell you i love you
but when you call i never get back
would you ask them questions like me?
like where you be at?
cause i'm out 4 in the morning
on the corner rolling
doing my own thing
what if i?
had a thing on the side?
made you cry?
would the rules change up?
or would they still apply?
if i played you like a toy?
sometimes i wish i could act like a boy
