well sorry for the late update,as my computer have gone crazy these few days only on certain days,my computer could be use,other than that,it fell sick on purpose. not on purpose actually, my computer have been sick for quite some time,the only think is that i just keep forgetting to bring it to the IT doctor. anyway i wanted to update on the hari raya outing with my former sec 1 & 2 class but i'm sure some of you out there some how had read bout the outing & seen the pictures from few of my friends blog,so i rather not update on that.
anyway last friday i went out with aqilah. went to vivo city & then bugis. so we meet up at tampines interchange. we're supposed to meet at 12pm but on some reasons both of us was late & we meet up around 1pm+. so her dad sent her there,while my brother sent me there. well i'm glad he sent me to tampines firstly i could save my ez link credits on the other hand i able to dig out some of his secrets he hide. i asked him for some money & he asked me what will i do to that sum of money.after telling him the reasons,he told he dont have that much cash with him. all of it is with his fiancee,he needs to asked his fiancee for the money than he could give me. i was freaking shocked ok on that very minute,but i control myself & i didnt replied to what he said instead i just kept quiet & wondering why on earth he gives all the money to his fiancee to keep for him & the other thing he would my a car by this month if i'm not wrong my parents knowing since he is tired of my parents nagging every now & then since he keep using our family car. if i were to tell my parents these,he will be in hell lots of trouble which include me lor. anyway i should have kept quiet when he told me all these but it was not the right time to talk to him bout all these. well enough about my brother.
so after we meet up,we went straight to vivo since it was still early,there were not much people there. walked around couldnt find the things i need to buy. then saw ben & jerry ice cream shop. instead of having a proper lunch. we had ice cream for lunch. even though it was the two of us only,we do have hell lots of fun & laughing all the way even though there some people around us.
BEN & JERRY!!! i'm loving it...
Aqilah !!! what's wrong?
What did you saw?
Aqilah hate this picture,cause i'm the only
one in the frame,hehehe,am i cute? wakaka
smile for the camera!!!
the crazyness of her,but still
i love her to the bits,my adorable teddy bear.
anyway i bought two t-shirts at bugis & some ear studs
while aqilah & i was waiting for my brother to pick us up outside bugis long john silver, aqilah told me something & i tried to control my emotion but i was damn shocked though. didn't expect to hear that from her. by the way
abang imran,i miss you too!!!!.
anyway life is pretty no different at all. everything is the same,monotonous. but somehow many of them kept asking me these,"how long you gonna be single?", "aren't bored being single?","are you jealous whenever you see couples walking pass?" & lots more questions. well at times i do feel lonely,jealous seeing those couples outside of course not but i miss those times when i'm like them having someone by my side. how long i'm gonna be this way? i dont really know,i'm still shutting myself up & keeping my heart close from being hurt. it takes a few months to forget a guy that i stead for 2weeks,& so it takes me more months to forget someone that had been with me for 10months. & my friends & i almost went to his house for hari raya,but i'm glad we had to canceled it. for those who know why i dont want to even take a step into his house,i hope you just keep quiet about it. there's nightmare that had been created in his house.
p.s.: if you regret over what happened to us,why didnt you tell me,somehow, seeing us being these way like strangers,i find out a lot of things that you kept from me. i hate you but you know i didnt mean it. i say it because of the purpose to forget you..every time i see you my tears would just flow down my cheeks without hesitation. & fyi there's 3 occasion that i cried because of you. say i am immature to you & i dont care cause thats how i feels.
