so yesterday,my parents & i had to go through a lot of hassle because of my brother. he actually wanted to use the car the very last minute when my parents also wants to use the car too, for hari raya outing. so my brother & his friend tried to called rental car shops,but most are either too expensive or there's no more cars to be rent,whats more my brother can't rent a car since he just got his license. so my dad rent a car & my brother use our family car instead,but my brother & his friend,pay for the car rent. so picked my brother up at changi airport as his shifts end at 3. then drop my dad near the rental car station at changi airport & my brother drove my mom & me to the other terminal & wait for my dad at the canteen as my parents wanted to have lunch before the jalan raya.
after my dad picked up the car,we were supposed to go 6 houses yesterday,but in the afternoon we were only able to go 1 house which is my lil princess house,as the rest of the house,most family are not at home,some went for hari raya outing. so about an 1 hour at my aunt house,my dad called his lil brother,to asked if his at home,he is,but he had to send his wife to work at 6,& when we look at the time we can't reach his house before six as we left only 15 minutes more to 6pm. so since we have no other place to go,we went home & after maghrib we went to sengkang, my mom's younger brother house & my dad younger sister house, then since my dad's friend i snot at home,again we went to eat before proceed to my mom's younger sister house. when reached t my mom's younger sister house were around 11pm & an hour later,then we make a moved. so by the time i reached home,i was dead beat & seriously freaking sleepy & no more energy to wake up early morning to go to school which is TODAY!,my mom tried to wake me up but in the end i wake i said to my mom that i'm too tired to go to school,then she just kept quiet,so ya.i skip school today,yipee!!!,& i'm still sleepy right now,i can't get a good sleep as i was disturb by the construction sound at the void deck early morning,arghh!! so damn annoying.

Hanif!!,my cute lil prince...
he was paying attention to what
my dad was talking about..
anyway while i was at the last house,my mom & my aunt was talking about him & his fiancee.
my aunt was like saying if my parents were to go to her house,before that,my mom should read some doa before entering her house,then if they give us food to bring home or my brother bring some food from her house,is better to throw them away,if still wanna eat read some doa to clean away all the so called black magic etc. as in the malay culture there is such thing or should i said a person,whom called himself 'bomoh',this kind of person can put a spell on a person in any way. but it is more on to the bad side & whats more these kind of stuffs,we as a muslim,don not practice such stuffs & it is a sin. anyway back to the story, i kinda feels hurt upon listening to what my mom & aunt talking about all those stuffs. i feel hurt not because i'm on my brother sight,but the conflicts thats going on & i'm deeply hurt upon hearing that my grandma actually cried because of my brother. seeing my mom cried is enough but to hear my grandma actually cried because of him,is just too much.