Well woke up rather early today, had to go to bedok view secondary school, for a talk on career guidence or career counselling, something like that. it starts at 9am to 12pm. so went to bedok interchange with iswandi,meet up with zul at bedok interchange, reached bedok view secondary school i think exactly 9am. a lot of students from diffrent school ,of course especially the students from bedok view secondary were there too, can't help it i guess,i dont feel comfortable while i'm there as there a lot of mats from that school. well before the talk there was like a short performance by the students from the school, it was wonderful i should say. then the talk starts, i was a bit unwell halfway through the talk so i sat at the staircase outside the hall,i was alone ok! i felt a lot of fear going through me, but seriously thanx to cikgu faizah, for the care and concern, she is really a nice malay teacher and so while i'm all alone sitting there,the speaker actually had to make a call i guess and after that when he saw me, he actually asked me if i was ok, and i just said yes eventhough i know i'm not,also asked me if i was inside the whole during talk he gave for the first few minutes/hour,i said yes and then before he walked away, he wished me good luck in everything i do and hope i would be a hardworking girl. appreciate it a lot, not just him who came to me and asked if i'm ok, i think one of the principal from the school or who ever it is asked me if i was ok. i was still in pain even after the talk had ended, it ended quite late actually , so went bedok inetrchange,and we went to lj and so i don't feel like eating so just looked at zul and iswandi eat. then went home.