few days ago i had fights,freaking big fights with my best friend,we have been best friends since primary 1, but she have been betraying me all these while. she took me for granted just because i would give her a helping hand everytime when she is in need, everytime she's in trouble i'm the one she will be looking for, who am i to you? your friend? or your help hotline? i always be there for you when i need you, i always listen to what you got to say or what are your wishes, but have you ever listen to me and hear what are all my wishes that need to granted? when i need help, and i called you for help,cause in me i know you would be there for me,but everything was just wrong since the day you betrayed me. you did try to help me, but it was as though you were hesitant to help me when i'm in need, when i need someone to be there with me. but instead you get me into more trouble and entangled me in strings of problems. Why am i always cause to your relationships problem? when i did nothing or do not know a single thing that is going on. why you seems to see me as your enemy? i dont even know those guys have my number,its not my fault at all. all i did was to give you an advice, and you starts to cheats and lie you way through with all those facts that is not true...
to my best friend, i just wanna let you know " i dont love and like your boyfriend, i never seen him before even though he is herman's friend who actually asked herman to run after me to get my number. i just knew him through messages and it was just for few days and after that he seems dead to me. if you dont want him to toy with you,dont toy with him, i giving you this advice not to say that i want you to break up with him because i love,but to remind you to stop this game once and for all thats it,i have no other intention ok. and also i'm not a girl who change boyfriends like changing clothes and stop asking me to flirt with your boyfriend so that you could break up with them,i'm not that kind of person,OK!!!, and i'm not a girl who take guys number and then message them to get to know them better!!!! i may have a lot of boy friends outside but i'm not that kind of girl like i stated in the above. i'm like trash to you ,do you know that, only when i'm in need you come to me or when you have no friends, but when you leading a a great life, i dont seems to be exist in your life, and i'm living in misery as i know you wouldnt help me. also just to let you know, i have yet to forgive you for what you had done wrong to me and to all you had said to me"
