today,is such a bad day for me,wanna why? today i had math class, so i reached school at around 10 plus, again i was the first one to reached. see no one so went to the toilet get my hair properly done,went out from the toilet no one again.not even hidayat was there. so decided to wait for nadiah at the school back gate bus stop, then we both decided to just sit at the void deck and message hidayat since he just reached school,and asked if mrs teo is around and he said no. so damn great lor. don't know what happened to the math class but i'm sure no one attend especially the three of us. so me and nadiah sat at the void deck from 10plus till 12:30 then we went our seperate ways.
suppose to meet kasot,but he been delayed by his tons of work, end up wasting time going to my cousin house just to wait he booked out from tekong but in the end i get a scolding from him and cancelled the meet up,gosh! fucking great lor!,now i'm damn lazy to go home, and later i have tuition,damn fucking great. something happened today,but i don't think i would say it here.
''butiran mutiara yang jatuh keluar dari bibir mu,kini menjadi beban dalam hidup ku. kata-kata mu itu tidak pernah luput dalam ingatan ku. kerana ia bagaikan satu kenyataan yang benar tetapi mendera diri ku ini. kadang-kala aku alpa dengan ape yang berlaku di sekeliling ku. kini ku lebih selesa menyembungikan diri ku dalam kamar ku dari berada die luar sana. aku bagaikan insan yang sudah hilang akal dan tidak mampu berfungsi lagi. berilah ku kekuatan dan tujukan diri ku ini ke arah yang sebenarnya. kini kata-kata mu menjadi beban yang berat pada ku''
