other people are having so much fun in thier life every minute, seconds, hour, days, weeks, monthas and years. what they want or wish ,u name it they have it. while leading a life that never could it be reborn to a new better life,i'm struggling every minute, seconds etc of my life. no one might know about it. cause all i do is laugh,smile and be happy as much as i can. what i want in my life, what i wish for and what i desire is like waiting the white snow to be covered in this small island of s'pore. it is easy to say, but is not easy as what you think you can do. people always say this to me 'i know what you going through now, i've gone through that path before, instead i was much worse than you", true some might went through what i'm going thorugh now, and what they going through is much more worse than me. but most of them just say it when they have yet or will not at all going through this path of mine.
so do you think you know what i'm going through actually? do you exactly know? or you just saying it?....
why people keep saying that i'm the one in the wrong. so i should be the one stepping forwar to make life a better path. ami a toy? am i a 5 year old kid who need to be taken care of everything around me?....