just got back from my religious classes,boring i can say as many of the my classmates are abesnt,maybe because of the exams period. can't really concentrate during class,having a headache maybe because to little time to sleep as yesterday i reached home ard 12midnight from johor as there was a traffic jam,so irritated by it. the 2nd period for the class had to do a worksheet then for the 3rd period of it there was a class test but the funny thing is that me and my friend actually kind cheated for the class test,eventhough we can use our books to look for ans that we don't know inside the paper,we actually asked or teacher for an answer and took someone else paper to copy,HAHAHAHA,that was the fun part,hehehe.
the 4th period was the most boring and sleepy lesson for everyone,this period one of teachers teach us all the history about islam,not because of the subject that we find the lesson boring but the atmosphere in the class during that lesson and the way the teacher teach and talk about the subject,only at times the lessons would not be boring. the last lesson befors the class end everyone had to do a mind map,ok i was lazy to do but had to,no choice as the marks from the mind map is also part of the end of year exams there kind of just round the corner.ok again another stress period for me,urghhhhhhh,hate it.
so let's talk bout yesterdae,got scolded by my parents as they just saw what i had so called wrote around the area of my wrists, when i got caught by my mom,she thought it was a tatto, so i was like WHAT THE HELL!!!!!,i told her i use something sharp to slit my wrist and there she insist it is a tatto,and start asking me where i did i go to that thng on my hand. i know i changed a lot from good to bad and now maybe to worse but i still can think what is bad or not,i'm not stupid to make a tatto,my brain is still perfectly fine no damages....urghhhhhhhhhh,hate it!!!
ok,now my parents are busy cleaning the house,and me just sitting in front of my computer, just to do anything to kill this boredom. nope, not talking to my parents unless it is necessary. this headache seriously killing me.....
she says: i may change but i know what i am doing. i'm still looking for this lost soul, and at certain point of time we may start to change so why can't you accept me for who i am for now...