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Fatin Nadirah
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Unofficially Graduated From Nitec Office Skills
Pursuing my passion in earlychildhood
at FLTC School




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it is been a few daes since i updated my blog,n so many things had happened just a blink of an eye...at tymes it just came to fast n i can't even hav tyme to think bout it or others...but when i wan certain stuffs to happen,it just takin it own sweet tyme to happen n i hav to wait for a long tyme...izzin tat i'm doin now,waitin for a miracle to happen....

waitin,waitin n just keep waitin...

just now i had maths paper 1 n bio,da math paper 1 was so difficult,i do lyke hell,almost wanted to cry,i kinda cry after da math paper wif my 2 other fren. da 3 of us were lyke crazy sad bout da math paper n just sit near da basketball court kept quiet n study bio. we were so quiet n never smile at all. den da bio it was easy, i mean most of it nt all. but over all da bio paper was ok.

lately many things had happened,n some of it would be,some new ppl just arrived in my lyfe... it is nice to noe some ppl would wan to be my frens n others,but for some stuffs it just happened to fast for me. yes i kept some ppl waitin for ans from me,but i can't giv any ans,i just can't think of anything,mayb it is not da tyme yet n mayb i just need to be alone for some tyme without gettin into any relationship for da tyme being. lyfe weren't easy for me,i had to go tru a lot n now it is becomin more n more complicated den i thought. i dunno it would be lyke tis,if only i knew....
i guess i still can't get rid of da pasts,n tat pasts made me tis way. tat pasts changes verythin in y lyfe include me. i can sense i went tru a drastic change in myself,not ta i just dun realize n only ppl around me,close to me lyke my family frens who actualli notice it,but i did too.

i guess i went tru tis drastic change because of my pasts which was too hurtin n painful for me to bear it alone,i guess i rather be alone for da tyme being mendin my own heart n it takes tyme for me to do it alone,i rather mend tis heart alone den mendin it with some n along da way it is just another brokenheart i received. once it was hurt n broken badly but till now it still haven't be mended. no one noes how hurt i was n da only thing i would lyke to do is just stop everythin n turn bck tyme so i can hav bck my old lyfe. eventhough da old lyfe is just similar lyke my lyfe now but it is better. livin in ti lyfe now as though hav no meanin for me,everything r just biased
towards me,everything seems to go against my will n wat i realli wanted.

my lyfe till now were never been good,nvr fill wif happiness,but just a total black colour wif no happy colours had been added to it. everythin around are gettin out of hand too. lyfe at home r gettin worse of da tyme. n me,being someone new,it is though i;m dead in da inside,it is juts someone new in da outside.

i dunno y am i writin all tis stuffs during da mid-yr exams period,can't help at tymes my pasts r just comin bck to me,n i just hav to let it out. but sometimes i let out all tis feelings by usin a pen knife,u shld noe wat i do nxt using da pen knife...

can't help i just to hav let it out,many ppl did ask me if i ever though to hav a new boi or get into a relationship again,i do ever thought of tat but now at tymes i just wanna be single or i shld say alone....to forget everythin is nt easy,to forgiv ppl also is nt easy....

till here....