todae,i received my exams results for malay,bio and ss. of i did pass my malay per normali never fail my malay papers. while bio and ss,i just pass. bio i gt 25/50,ss 26/50. even though wat da marks i gt is nt realli gd enough but i'm happy because i pass. since da start of da year i never even once pass my bio to see tat i actualli pass my bio for mid-yr i'm so happy. i knew i hav to work even harder and i just have to start ryte now,can't delay any longer cause i've been left behind to long n it is time i wake up.
just gt scolded from my mom cause ashe asked if i gt my results so i told her den she satrted naggin n scolding me. can't help it i just hav to shout at her. wat hurts me so much when she tis "kau ingat kau pandai sangat blajar sekejab teros tutupbuku!!!" when she actualli said tat to me it totally broke my heart,den i just kept quiet cause it is just hurts me too much. evrytime i failed she alwaes look down on me or shld i say alwaes she look down at me. i still remeber during ,my sec 1 years da whole year i pass all papers dun care izzit mid-yr or end of da year i pass wif flying colours n top in class n level. she just said gd n tats it. just da word "good" i get from her tats it n ntg else. i knew during tat tyme all my hard work realli pay off by getting gd grades n pass wif flyin colours but from my mom i just received da word"good" it is totally not enough for me, n den she just smiled n tats it. but when my cousins pass or fail,insted she encourage her to do better when my cousins fail thier paper n when they pass she even want to go for a celebration even though my cousins just pass for some paper.
it is totally nt fair,y she didn't do any celebration or watsoeva when i gt gd grades n top in da class n level. she thinks she is so clever,it shld be da other way around i'm da one who are much much much more clever den her cause she did not finish her skool years last tyme n nvr gt gd grades,simple i'm nt stupid she is da who rstupid!!!!. i dun care wat other ppl say to me when they knew how i look at mom n my point of view of my mom,i noe it is a sin n watsoeva but tis is wat i feel n no one noes wat i'm goin tru at home. wat u see outside with my family r just fake,dun u get it fake!!!!!!!!!.......